Happy birthday to me.
I just want to say that today was extra special. I was so happy to be able to sleep in and not be up early for once on my birthday. Today I wasn’t bound by any plans and it was one of the best feelings in the world.
When I was younger I always loved birthdays and was so excited to wake up and have it be my birthday. Then I got older and still enjoyed them, loved having my friends walk past me and wish me a Happy Birthday in the hallways. Then I got to college and I started hating birthdays, they felt like a chore, always having to try and appease everyone who wants to see me. Doing cake with grandparents and making sure I see this person and it has to be at this time. I started dreading my birthday for the sheer fact that people wanted to see me and there was only so little day in my birthday. To me thats pathetic.
But then this year I had my birthday and I was not bound by any time limits or having to be a certain place at a certain time to see a certain person and it was so refreshing. This has been by far the best birthday of my twenties. As sad as it is I loved the fact that I could choose what I wanted to do for once and that I didn’t have to wait around for anyone or have to be anywhere at a certain time.
I woke up late, one of my best friends and her fiancĂ© brought me coffee over, my grandparents stopped by to drop me off a card, my best friend and I got lunch and drove around, had cake with my family and best friend and now I’m at my boyfriends relaxing. Today was one of the best birthdays I’ve had in a long time and I couldn’t be more thankful since I hate the thought of getting older. At least this year I was able to embrace it, instead of wanting to hide.
Xoxo